Collected Early Blog Entries of [Redacted] (first blog)

Note: all blog entries published after March 20th will appear as separate files. The ones featured here are presented in chronological order.

Whyyyyyyyyy [February 20th, 2009 6:15PM]

ITUNES TAKES FOR F&*#$ing EVUR TO DOWNLOAD MOVIES EVEN WITH SATELLITE BROADBAND HIGH-SPEED INTERNET!!!!!!!!

Here I am, bored, alone, and really needing some cheezy historical romance movies, and lo and behold, I decide to rent "Impromptu" on iTunes. Second worst mistake of my life. But then, then my internet decides to go wonky on me, and now everything is RUINED. I want to cry. Luckily, it is back up now. But just wait. I need Chopin goodness. Speaking of...I wish I was in New York. I heard that professional concert violinists play in the subway stations there... >.> *cough* Joshua Bell *cough* I would have freaked out if I saw him, ugggghhh he is so hotttttt.

New Poem [March 2nd 2009 10:10PM

a world on its own,
standing in the sands of time,
a vagary
walking holding hand in hand with
mirages folding era upon era
as if time were nothing.
a lone violinist stands on a cliff precarious
plunging below into the sea of lies,
playing a bittersweet melody
on melancholy strings
his hazel eyes closed deep in contemplation
this is you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY [March 4th 2009 3:40PM]

TO ANTONIO VIVALDI AKA IL PRETE ROSSO (THE RED PRIEST, WHO WASN'T A VERY GOOD PRIEST AT ALL O///O)
May your music inspire us for many generations yet to come!

IMPROMPTU!!!! [March 12th, 2009 7:10PM]

Oh my god I finally watched Impromptu (I got it LIKE TWO WEEKS LATER through inter-library loan bc I couldn't get ITUNES to work >_>). I literally want to have Hugh Grant's babies!!! He's so cute as Chopin!!!!
Ughhhh but also they could have made Franz Liszt WAY handsomer. >:( It's not fair. I could watch this movie over and over again it's such a shame it wasn't nominated for any awards like Amadeus was. Oh well....

Poem 2 (SORRY FOR SAD POSTS) [March 13th 2009 9:56PM]

Capriol,
I never was any good at being a coquette
but now I'm doing better, don't you see?
I no longer aim to boost your morale
I have my own that's on the fritz
You do not control my life,
my once-darling, my once-sweet-
you were always too up in those clouds of yours to
notice anything was off about me anyways.
Have fun on your own,
have fun missing your deadlines
and living life without my love

***If you're wondering who Capriol is, it's NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS!!! :3

The truth comes out [March 18th, 2009 10:33PM]

TOMORROW. do not worry. This lie will all be over soon. Five months of lying...coming to a climax so quickly... The thought of the consequences of the truth is almost too much for me to bear.

The truth did not come out [March 19th, 2009 8:31PM]

He wasn't at lunch today and now my resolve has left me. :( I shall take this disappointment out in the practice room where I am currently playing the Handel Violin Sonata for all state auditions next month!